It's amazing how light can change almost everything... You don't believe me? Look at the bottom left of the photograph and then at the top right part of it, see? It is not only what we see, but also what we feel, what emotions it evokes. Art is about feelings and if it doesn't make you feel, there's something wrong either with you or an art itself. After many long hard and dark months of waiting, looking and fighting... it seems like I have finally found my light as well. Is it real? Well it looks exactly like before, but somehow different. Maybe it's my approach, ours... I don't know what is after... I do not want to know. I just want to make the best of it... I have been waiting for it for so long... We need to keep it simple. There's too much going on everywhere... It's so easy to get lost in all that chaos. My art has changed... Is it the equipment...? or is it me...? Probably both. I want it to settle... all of it. I got so tired looking for it, fighting and trying to understand... It feels like I have understood it but... too much. I didn't want to find it out... Maybe I am mistaken... Maybe I got it all wrong and there's indeed someone who can make me believe again... But it is dangerous... It is so dangerous to bring your hope so high again... Better keep it low and simple. Hide it, don't admit that things go smooth and nice. Don't let anyone see it, not even us. We will know, we don't have to show it around. Let's keep it all hidden from everyone and everything. Let's just get through it all, under radars, undetected and safe... At the very end of it, we will shout as hard as we can... WE MADE IT~!!... with great smiles on our faces... a package full of amazing memories, we can fade away... TOGETHER/ ...just to find each other in another life, once again...
April 22nd, 2018
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