I really wanted it to be colourful... I really genuinely want it... My intentions were always pure... I have never ever wanted something just for me. I have always thought about the other person. Somehow my mind is strongly connected with the girl I fall in love with. Her happiness is the key to my well-being and long term happiness/ Unfortunately, we are all drawn to self-destruction like moths to a flame. I have not given up... I have not lost my hope... My heart just greyed out on its own... It feels like it's unavailable any more. I want to keep looking, fighting for what I want and believe, but it just went out cold on me... Everything lost its colour... There's still light, but what is it good for when you can't see any colours any more? I feel blind... I feel like I am in a dark room looking for a one super tiny switch to turn everything back to normal, but it just got even darker... Even shadows have disappeared in this abyss... Time... I think I need some time... I need time to adjust my sight to the new level of darkness, then I will find you. I promise.
March 11th, 2018
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